You know that feeling when things all of a sudden go a thousand times better than you thought they would? When for no reason at all, all your fears and worries are erased? When someone hugs you and takes all that anxiety from you?
I was scared to share my news. I didn't want to tell him. And then it started to pour out of me like a free flowing river. I was scared because I didn't want him to hate me. I didn't want him to leave and never come back. I didn't want him to be angry. I wanted him to accept me for me. It's not like he was required to. He has no obligation to me. I don't want him to. We've always said that. I just didn't want to lose a friend.
And I didn't. I made a better one. I've always heard people say, "the truth will set you free." I'm not sure I entirely believed it until now. I shared everything, Absolutely everything. And you know what he did? Hugged me, told me I was beautiful, cooked me dinner, and cuddled with me on the couch. How wonderful a friend is that? He wasn't mad. He was wonderfully understanding. He wasn't angry. He listened wholly and smiled that it would all be okay. He didn't leave. He hugged me and said I was beautiful. What a wonderful friend.
Not gonna lie. We not only hugged, but we kissed. Passionately. Furiously. Painstakingly. Savagely. And now I have sexy marks on my arms, shoulders, and neck of where he burned his kisses into me. We also had a little bit of some wild (and safe) fun on the side. I feel so comfortable around him. His openness has made me more accepting of the things I have in my life, especially me. He makes me feel like any person should; happy, relaxed, and comfortable in their own skin.
Thank you.
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