*mutters under breath* Stupid rollercoasters. Why can't I just pick an emotion and stick with it? I was so happy about how things worked out with him. Very pleased. And then it drastically went downhill when I realized that for as much as I don't want anything permanent or remotely close to it, I do want him to be close. I feel that now, he's the one that knows me best and when I need some comfort for the things we share, I want him to be there. And I realized he's not. So what now?
What now?
I've got no answers. None. Zip-o.
Stupid rollercoasters.
On a side note, I love my job. Sucks for the sunburn though. According to the nurse on the phone, this bizarre looking burn isn't actually a reaction to the plants or any chemicals we might possibly use. It's just a bad burn and reaction to the meds from this last weekend. The only plus side is that it could possibly turn into a semi-decent tan. Yay for that!
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