In Need Of A Nice Padded Room

In my extended hiatus on blogging, I still have no answers. Things are really mixed up right now and I haven't been able to figure it out. No updates from the Peace Corps... which means I've given myself a deadline of when to bail out. I don't want to give up on it, but I'm nearing that point because it's hard to trust that with the lack of communication I have now when I have all the ammenities of modern living that it will be any better when I need to train my own carrier pigeon. It's rough, but I'm at peace with it. Instead I'm waiting, albeit impatiently, to find out if I have any interviews with places I've applied down in Des Moines. No news. Just waiting. And I'm finding myself to be with a very prominent lack of enthusiasm and motivation right now. It'll work out. I just need time.